NEWS! NEWS! NEWS! NEWS!

Yes, I have FINALLY recieved one of my midterm marks. It's like they take such a long time just to torture me.
In PHILOSOPHY of LAW, JUSTICE and the STATE, I recieved 16/20 - ei/80%. I felt certain, upon leaving the exam, that I did better than that, but hey. It happens. I just hope it doesn't happen in certain other classes, where higher marks are more necessary for my psychological well-being. For this course, considering how infrequently I attended and how scattered I felt for most of this semester in general, that's not too shabby.

In other news, I'm in the sinbin, I know. But I am stubbornly attempting to prove that I can be in her house without invading anyone's life. I WAS going to go home anyway, but I am hurt at her callous recommendation of such, as though I have not really internalized anything she's said to me the past few days. I truly have, and I feel like an asshat. I think about my asshatliness as often as teenage boys think about sex. It is an inescapable portion of my mental exercise of late, which is why I do hope it dissipates just slightly before school starts, to allow room for more academic pursuits. In any case, here I am being stubborn and trying to learn as best I can how to fit, because she is the most important thing in my world, and I've effed it up one too many times to not take this seriously.

Right-o, so. That's the word from this nerd. Tata for now.